Mager.

Mager,

Days turn into nights and nights turn into days, I have been so heartbroken. Six months have passed since I saw you in the flesh and heard your voice on the other line. I'll never get used to not being able to hear or see you everyday. I miss you calling me at work and asking me what I'm doing and telling you I love you and then you saying I love you more mommy.

You always told your family, I love you when departing from us or when you hung up the phone. Grandma Bernie misses you dearly, she is heartbroken and angry, but she continues to remember the good times. Jeri feels the same way grandma feels, she misses her little brother and words are not enough to explain it to her.

NyNy misses you, her older brother, she misses you bringing food and staying up late to cook it. You were always there to give her money and make her laugh. She is heartbroken, angry and depressed. Your aunts Riah and Prinaa they feel the same way grandma feels. Your seven year old cousin, Maddie misses you dearly and is starting to express that in her dreams. Your four year old cousin Tete misses you and thought she saw you last month trying to get out of the car.

We will always remember your beautiful smile, your fly swag, and your good heart. You are always close to us in our hearts. We miss you in ways words can't explain.

We love you for eternity.

 

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